After not having been the office for a full 4 days, I came in the office that Wednesday with a fresh set of eyes. I wanted to be sure that I was doing what I was supposed to be doing with pride, fervor, and grit. But for whatever reason, this week, no matter how hard I try to keep that positivity in touch, the forces of insecurities reign strong.
All of a sudden, I was given tasks that I was ill equipped to do. I asked a ton of questions, and with the busy time that the company is going through, I felt like I was adding to their stress. Not to mention the fact that I am starting to feel as if I was just an expendable member of the team. However, given that this is my first agency experience, I feel like feeling this way is normal. But still.