Week 5, Day 2-3: Feeling Small

After not having been the office for a full 4 days, I came in the office that Wednesday with a fresh set of eyes. I wanted to be sure that I was doing what I was supposed to be doing with pride, fervor, and grit. But for whatever reason, this week, no matter how hard I try to keep that positivity in touch, the forces of insecurities reign strong.

All of a sudden, I was given tasks that I was ill equipped to do. I asked a ton of questions, and with the busy time that the company is going through, I felt like I was adding to their stress. Not to mention the fact that I am starting to feel as if I was just an expendable member of the team. However, given that this is my first agency experience, I feel like feeling this way is normal. But still.

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One Response to Week 5, Day 2-3: Feeling Small

  1. seaphotog says:

    Ugh – sorry — we all have that feeling sometimes, even when we’ve been at our jobs a long time – trust me. Hang in there – be sensitive to the busy-ness, but try to ask good questions!

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